Remember how I said I felt good about myself earlier?
Yeah, well now it’s late and I was looking at some photos of a girl I know who worked hard to look good, and I feel awful about myself. I can’t go to the gym anymore to work out and improve my progress, and I can’t stop pinching all my fat. I just don’t know how to exercise at home without any equipment.
I know people are proud and can see that I’ve lost 8 pounds, but I’m just upset now. I’m never gonna get skinny and toned like I want to be. And I know that by eating right, it’s just going to cause me to develop an eating disorder. I always watch my calories and I just want to eat less and less now, and I know that’s going to be a problem. People already judge me when I ask how many calories are in something, and that just makes me feel worse.
I don’t know. I just want to be thin.

I really want the lyric “Scars will heal but were meant to bleed” tattooed on the bend of my elbow/top of my forearm. I just don’t know where is a good place to get a tattoo around here.


My edit, please don’t delete text.

😘 pe We Heart It.



is it just me or do you think it’d be helpful if they showed a model in the size you were looking for when you’re trying to shop online, like yes that looks great in size small but what about the other sizes 

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